und dann will ich dich doch
ärgere mich über meine reaktion
will einen rückzieher vom rückzieher machen

ich will aber nicht so sein
will nicht an dich denken
alles soll anders sein
sich ändern
der eine soll auch in meinem herz der richtige sein
und der falsche soll endlich den platz räumen

aber ich kann nicht klar denken
was tue ich da eigentlich?

denkt er eigentlich auch soviel über mich nach?
macht er sich ebensolche gedanken
wird ihm heiss wenn er an mich denkt
will mich auch tag und nacht küssen
mich spüren
malt sich alles aus
und verwirft alles wieder in dem wissen, dass es nicht richtig ist
dass wir uns weh tun werden
dass wir das nicht verdient haben
bzw. schon alles durchgemacht haben

edit: weiss dass männer sowas nicht tun

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So theyd think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But youre just a boy
You don't understand
(Yeah you dont understand)
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But youre just a boy...
by beonce

das video und der song ist einfach nur
saucool
mehr als das

https://de.youtube.com/watch?v=3811N79n_R4